How i wish,
I will dry my tears & Walke away. Move on with life, show you i'm a better person after climbing over the boundaries.
Nowadays YP's brain got problem. I know although we're just a few years gap. But you knn show your temper like free-flow, wo kiam ni ah? You only know my name, not my stories. Stop saying things and act like you are a gangta. Sorry, I old already, cannot take it.
School la, work la, family la.. everything got problem one. I almost breathless already. Tmd, who the fuck will understand how i felt? I will glad to give out my position to you, just for you to try out how 'wonderful' it is.
Just in case, one day i can't take it anymore. I will do my part, and let things be done & walk away.
Sunday, February 20, 2011 @ 9:43 PM
I've tried my very best. Every scars that left, it hurts whenever the past cross my mind.
Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 1:29 AM
Just bang me down,I feeling so in the mess now. But i just don't know where to start from. Argh! I'm glad that Mum is back home now. As time goes by, i believe thingz will be better.
Omgshz, i receive smth today. So surprise! Hahaha. Thankz ah.
I opened up many last time folders, i realised .. i miss them. Especially you. Ha-ha, maybe you had really make a mark inside my heart that i really really cannot forget whatever that happened between us. Whenever i looked at the fotoz, smth cross my mind .. Sigh.
Okayz, today is the last day of 2010 already. I don't know what to do. Ha-ha, i only know that i gonna be one year older -.- ! Life is short, but there are plenty of time for you to do whatever you one, correct? So i doubt there's a need to do anythingz important before 2010 ends.
Byebye 2010, hello 2011. I will warmly welcome you. HAHA. <:
If thingz turns out this way, can i don't let go?
Monday, December 20, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
I won't forget,
When you choose to leave here, Little brother & i was crying like fcuk at the main door. & you just walked away like that.
When you said you don't want the both of us, do you know whenever i laying on bed, i heard didi crying the blacket.
When you said that, you don't care us anymore. Do you know we did cried alone sometime & still smiling while talking to daddy?
Why did you being so heartless? Don't you know that didi is gonna start school soon? Don't you know that didi got nobody to take care? Don't you ever know that daddy wanna give away didi now? FCUK YOU SERIOUSLY. WHY DID YOU WANNNA MESS THIS? DOES THIS STILL CALL IT A HOME.
You can still continue your ww3 with your husband. PLEASE! Don't ever drag us in. You can choose throw me at the road side, i still can survive. But didi still young leiz. You choose to take meimei away, who you adore much. So does it means, it your eyes we are not your childrens at all?
I was thinking why did you so heartless that night while seeing me & didi crying so badly at the main door. You still can push us away & walked away like that.
Didi is with me now, where i can go? >:
I can't be selfish leaveing didi alone. >:
WHAT THE FCUK I DO TO DESERVE THIS?! !#$%^&*
Tuesday, December 7, 2010 @ 10:47 PM
Because you said so, Went to town today with cousin's family. Due to they don't know how to go the place, so i become the 'dao you' for the day :B Teehee. So, went and shopping around.
Then, i bought a shirt, a short & a slipper! Teehee. Took some fotos with cousin, and totally enjoyed. Althought didn't called up anyone, but take it as i'm a visitor la. Teehee.
Tmrw 8th dec. Fcuk the #$%^&*! if not i suppose to the taking my driving test tmrw >: So postpone until 16th. Then i still wake up early, then 17th still need go result. Tmd, double attack. I still wondering how am i going to get my result. Tsk.
Many thingz coming up, all need money de. Tmd, then need quickly go get a job already. What should be my 2011 plan leiz? Haiz.
If someday you're mentally tired already, don't force yourself to move forward. Stop & have a rest. No one will blame you. Because i'm a human too.
Forget it, Goodnight.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 3:59 PM
Heels over head,IT-fair was super tiring, i swear. Continuous standing 11hours straight, make my legs so painful ): Of course, i did eat snake for some of the times. :B hahaha.
Back to sweet home, like finally. The feeling is damn shiok. Bought a new phone, but it seem like red colour is much nicerrrr. White one better still. End up i bought a black one. Tsk. A little regret, but is okay :/
Hoho, kukup trip is coming. & this year is gonnaaaaaa end soon! :B hahahaha.
I started realize everything seem so fake, i don't know how to handle this kind of feeling.
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 7:22 PM
Life after you,I started to stepping on where i am now & don't feel like move a single step. Great, how can i become like that? -.-
Anyway, few more days ahead. Money money money! ):
I need a job so badly. Tmd, everything is bothering me now. I can only get a job probably after this year. Tsk.
Gurantion night falls on 18th this month, i don't know what to wear. I know my cammy will with me. Hahaha. I know i will get to see many handsome & pretty on that night. Lol.
I feel like breaking down, a hug please? :/
