Dear Amanda, Here is a short post for you.
Great that you realise everything is just like nightmare, do you still know
the whole inside & out story? (: Cheerup alright. He isn't worth for you to
waste your tears over him. You might be end up lack of water in your body. Oopps
:x Wakeup from your nightmare, but i'm sure there's is still something that you
afraid of aye? Don't worry too much, be brave. I know i'm isn't strong enough to
ask you be the one, bcos i'm not. But! At least don't because a guy trying to kill yourself up. There's totally those mad woman will do that :/ Hmm, well.. Do you
ever try to walk out out your darkness? Why do you still repeating & keep
reflash back all those hurtful things? Don't you find yourself silly enough to
go rewind back again? Since he don't love you, why you still have to force
yourself? Love just like take two hands to clap (: Go enjoy your holiday &
live your life happily. This isn't the end & ofcos not the end of the world,
it is a start. A brandnew start, for you to stand up again to be brave. People
come & go in life, i won't stop you for crying. Because i know you cry out
will feel a lil better (: but still, get over soon. It take times, Cheerup!