
Heavily rain,
Didn't get much sleep. So i'm like a walking zombie in school today. How great -.- Anyways, lesson just like normal. Then after school went Central have lunch & walked back to flower shop meet Qinren. After her bby came, i go home straight.
Bused home, & freaking tired. So i got no choice but to sleep when i haven't even dry my hair. Woke up 9plus. Idiot told me he won't be coming in today. So what i'm worried the most always happened. Yes, fly me aeroplane again(!) Really disappointed lo. But.. forget it.
I know i shouldn't fall for someone when i know we're already impossible. But the feeling is different from others. You told me before & don't wanna see me suffer in future. But i did told you, actually i've already finding many reasons to stepping backwards. When flashback start, i can't stop myself to smile like an idiot thinking about what you've done for me. You're really great lover, a great hubby. But not for me, because there's smth stuck between us.
You will never understand how i feel.


