Lost control, Last night thanks Ac & yap accompany, because someone give a big bomb uh. But he did call up & explain. I still upset, but what can i do? ):
I'm once again late for school today, thanks to someone. Anyways, slacked & get in school after 8am. Went in classroom can't even stay awake. After woke up, most of time was test, test & test -.- really can drive me insane.
After school started English Oral. I was so nervous that at the beinging of reading really CMI ): Then rushed out meet Qinren, walked over to 327 with her. & saw her bby half way, slacked together with Nico & Vincent too. Around 6, i left for homeeee.
Homesweethome, & do some revise worksheet. Gonna sleep soooon (:
I've been putting on the fake smile too often & i felt real tired. I wanted give myself a break and stop being silly. I couldn't find a reason to say why am i falling in for love maybe i'm not, but at least i already tried my best to tell myself, we're not meant to be. So it will be less hurt? I don't know, i only know i can't help but to check my phone every 10mins, even i got a strong feeling that you wont be reply. Should i blame myself or what? -.-
I rather live in imagination,
