Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 12:03 AM
Sometime you might be wonder,Finally Chinese O'lvl is over already. Somehow it's easy, but it seem like the paper is getting harder at the back of paper. I fall asleep when the first paper just started ): Really can't buay tahan the tiredness. The coldness of the hall, really damn comfortable for me to fall asleep. But forget it, at least i'm enough time for everything, just wish i can get an A for this time. Today after exam finally got the time to 'slack'. Okay, kinda strange word to me now. But, i'm happy to see everyone faces in the early morning (: haha!
Ohya! Today i'm being a dumb to reach the roof top to open the gate, & the metal hurt my finger ): It had a blue-black now. Tsk.
Nowadays just wonder why i can't fall asleep in the night ): What i do just to keep watching over & over again the dvd of 'you're beautiful'. Super nice korea show! Love it very muchhhh. Although it is holidays now, but i'm isn't resting, still busying with school & work. Everyday repeating the same things.
Hmmm, everyone have a problem. The different isn't how difficult is your problem. Is the matter how you gonna solve it & prove to others you're not that weak actually.
Everytime you fall in love, is a experience to yourself. When you break-up, at least you learned something & when you get older, you will laugh at yourself how silly you are. There won't be raining in your world forever, the sun always ready to shine brightly for you when you stand up again & move on with life.
Yes, i can't afford to fall in love again by looking back all the hurtful scars. No, the guy isn't laying when he said he love you. But it's only just for that once, not for the rest of your life. & You gonna know that, the meaning of 'the rest of your life' isn't ten years, twenty years. Is more than that until your hair grow white. So, don't promise others when you can't even afford to handle others life. Because it only make the person feel more upset when you leave them. By thinking all the things in the past ... sometime it will make you smile or even cry like an idiot. Yes, anyone of us miss those days. But to me, i don't wish to go back. As i can't afford see the sadness when it comes to the leaving part & i can't afford to pretending like nothing happened.
There is someone i close with almost 3 years, even now we're just like how we used to be at the beinging of time. Not that i don't like the way you treat me. I really felt thankful that you're such a good guy that treating me good enough by making me smile. You're very understandable to know how i feel everytime when i don't even speak up & i felt thankful when you went for oversea still bought things back for me. But believe me, we won't go further than this anymore.
Love life just suck to the maxxxxxx, i fcuking swear! Haha. :D
I'm happy with what i have for everything now.
I'm trying to avoid all those unnecessary emotional, so i will be happier.
