Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 12:03 AM
The reason i still breathing,Hello peers, seem like i had neglect my blogger for a long period already. Anyway, now life is difficult somehow. Stress don't seem to go away. But is okay..
This foto took yesterday. Sentosa outing with my cliques, afterwards slacked at Vivo city. I swear, the weather is super good yesterday & wonderful peers like them. Totally make me enjoyable (: Talked with friends, & went home after that.
I believe everyone out there have a person that in your heart that never be replaced, not your lover, but is your family. These few nights, i finally realise how important are them to me. I know last time, i might be stubborn over their advices. Thinking back now, i know how silly i am choose to run away from them. They used to nag, scold & talked many negative things about me. But they choose to say the wrose of you for you to learn, isn't? & they won't hide any words from you to protect you. They spend almost half a life to take care of you, if they never care about you, why they should spend so much effort on you? Yes, i've learn from my mistake now. I miss you all, my family ):
My dear
ChongKitMun & AwKeeLi. I know you both always care & hold me up when i was down. Babies, i choose to pretend from any sadness, telling you all that i'm fine. Because sometime i just feel that i don't deserve your love at all. So, i choose to push you away, but i know it was wrong. Hold me tight & let me cry in your arm, will you?
Everytime i look into your eyes, you know what i'm thinking? :/