Monday, December 20, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
I won't forget,When you choose to leave here, Little brother & i was crying like fcuk at the main door. & you just walked away like that.
When you said you don't want the both of us, do you know whenever i laying on bed, i heard didi crying the blacket.
When you said that, you don't care us anymore. Do you know we did cried alone sometime & still smiling while talking to daddy?
Why did you being so heartless? Don't you know that didi is gonna start school soon? Don't you know that didi got nobody to take care? Don't you ever know that daddy wanna give away didi now? FCUK YOU SERIOUSLY. WHY DID YOU WANNNA MESS THIS? DOES THIS STILL CALL IT A HOME.
You can still continue your ww3 with your husband. PLEASE! Don't ever drag us in. You can choose throw me at the road side, i still can survive. But didi still young leiz. You choose to take meimei away, who you adore much. So does it means, it your eyes we are not your childrens at all?
I was thinking why did you so heartless that night while seeing me & didi crying so badly at the main door. You still can push us away & walked away like that.
Didi is with me now, where i can go? >:
I can't be selfish leaveing didi alone. >:
WHAT THE FCUK I DO TO DESERVE THIS?! !#$%^&*